Happiness is a warm gun.

Hi i'm Silver. But i love the name Juli.

Journal is 20% locked,
only for friends i know cause sometimes people gets too creepy.

 

 

ohhisilver

Getting out of the whole averagejuli shit thing.
Gone to a far away place.


 

I need a change. I'm sick of my face my hair my makeup my blah blah blah.



 

Start of school is already driving me mad. Sometimes I imagine stress as a big monster and it keeps stepping on me until I can't breathe. Don't know if theres people who die of being too stress or something. *sigh* I was such a pathetic loser today. Shan't elaborate too much and my hands are still trembling from the weight of the library books i lugged back. Yet another sleepless night today and tmr as well. totally f my school life.


 

Nice day! just lazing around watching movies, digging ice-cream from the tub for dinner, girls talk and nail polish!! We gonna have so much of these cause its so fun. Especially when we talk about (somethingsomething). I've been neglecting my school work busy having fun and theres alot of submission next week. I'm gonna be a dead pork & I barely finish anything. I wish I can have fun everyday!!

 

Newton for supper(woohoo). work seriously is like lullaby. Anyway, just to assure you guys, I'm seriously fine and doing well. Nothing's gonna knock me completely down so easily. I'm the old silver that will just cope myself at home and cry everyday after a breakup. Neither I'm still the one who will do whatever I can to make the person come back to me. Its really true that if two person are meant to be, they will, no matter how long or how much things they have to go thru. If this relationship is a dead end, it means someone better is coming along!! If a relationship is easy to get over, it doesnt mean the love wasnt strong. It really depends on how you handle your feelings. I'm only 18 for goodness sake. Everything should be taken in easily. Its not like if you frown and cry and hide around, the person will come back to you right? Don't let just one person knock you down and ruin your life. So if you're experiencing the lowest point of your life or break up now, do learn to take it easily. You can cry for all you want, its ok to cry, but after you cry, you gotta remind yourself that the world is big and theres so much fun waiting for you!! ^.^
 

Rebel on friday night. IT WAS A BLAST. Super duper fun, great music and etc. Bryan and ks was nice to protect us ^.^ But half way we just went too crazy and wild and we had lots of fun!! Boom boom shake shake now drop!! Totally rock and I still can't get over the high-ness from last night. Its hella fun partying with them and we'll do this all over again yea. Its like the best remedy I can find so far to get rid of worries and anything thats been bothering. woohoo.
 

^.^
 

Do you like me better like that ? ^.^
 

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do


You could be happy -snow petrol.


 

We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high
Never would have worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive



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Side track, Jollyjunkie will be having a good change! I'll also be able to sell my D.I.M tees:-) 
Now, I'll have to juggle between schoolwork, working at hurs, Jollyjunkie online, Jollyjunkie offline. But gonna have lots of fun with friends cause they always make me feel better! You know, Friends are always the people that will always be there no matter whether you're sad or happy, regardless how long you've never contact.
I'm so happy to have you dudes.